Absolutely no regrets! COUNTDOWN TO GAYVN!

These days, it came to my attention, as i am become more and more open and happy about what i do, that a fair amount amount of people tend to want me to state i regret ever doing porns, or pull that disapproving mother look as soon as i dare mentioning it.
A label automatically seems to come with being an adult perfomer: i guess trashy, unstable, maybe not even having priorities anywhere right where they should be? Priorities are where one decides for oneself. And most social boundaries were established in ancient time where sex still was taboo.
We all get turned on, we all have or have had sex and enjoyed it. The idea that a porn performer is only about sex is a wrong assumption. Why would an actor able to make you laugh, or cry would be widely recognized as having a talent, and not me or my colleagues, when we actually make many jerk off in front of the screen? It is about bringing fantasy in one’s home, or spice into a couple’s sex life, for instance, and it takes more than loving sex.
In my case, every performance is natural. But i also push it harder for my viewers, i bring the intensity in with my partner and work it for the camera, taking on the fact many will be expecting the best from me.
If only a good body and a huge cock was enough to be a legendary performer, many would have succeeded and stayed, and there would be many many more performers around. But it is not the case. It takes talent, it takes to dare: Example is here Michael Lucas, who not only performed, still is performing, and now produces. It took him more than just looks to get where he is and teach me the ropes of the business as well as turning the shy guy i was into one that LOVE performing.
As a summary, It is a talent, not just a performance: I AM PROUD OF BEING PORN STAR.
AND LET S NOT FORGET: A PORN STAR IS NOTHING WITHOUT THE PEOPLE WHO SHOOT, SCRIPT, DIRECT: THANK YOU, BEYOND MICHAEL LUCAS, MR PAM, NATE, PATRICK. I d be nowhere without you all.

COUNTDOWN TO GAYVN FOR PERFORMER OF THE YEAR AND BEST ACTOR NOMINATION.

I PROBABLY WILL NOT WIN YET AGAIN BUT I HAVE MANY EVEN BETTER YEARS TO COME:

WHAT DO YOU GUYS, MY FANS WANT ME TO DO ON SCREEN? HMMMM???

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